Months of Chaos

You thought I'd stay with you to rot
7 months and 5 days, I no longer have to be distraught
You can't guilt me and make me take all the blame
then choose now to be okay with change

I want you to suffer for making me be this patient
all for naught
in this world where trust is now ill and forgot

I can't believe the human mind
You don't love, You choose to love
and now that's gone so I won't end up like mum
or suffer like my dad

7 MONTHS AND 5 DAYS, BUT I WON'T DIE ALONE
WE WERE TWO COLD STRANGERS PRETENDING TO LIVE IN THE SAME HOME
DADDY I SALUTE YOU, 17 YEARS AND YET YOU'RE STILL HERE FOR US
DADDY I SALUTE YOU, 17 YEARS AND YOU STILL HANDLE OUR BULLSHIT
*whispered* but not hers, but not hers

Anime was your ambition
My interests were nothing, but a nuclear fission to you
I have a life that stretches beyond the observable universe
and now I'm free. SO I WILL LIVE IT WITH OUT YOU.

7 MONTHS AND 5 DAYS, BUT I WON'T DIE ALONE
WE WERE TWO COLD STRANGERS PRETENDING TO LIVE IN THE SAME HOME
DADDY I SALUTE YOU, 17 YEARS AND YET YOU'RE STILL HERE FOR US
DADDY I SALUTE YOU, 17 YEARS AND YOU STILL HANDLE OUR BULLSHIT
*whispered* but not hers, but not hers